Creamy Roast Beef & Avocado Wrap

It is that time of year again, when cooking is the last thing you want to do, and running to the beach and lake and picnic and backyard lulls you into ignoring everything else on your to do list.

Enter wraps. With lots of flavor. They are great for parties, picnics, or just lunch for one out on the deck.

I was thinking these summer thoughts and I remembered a creamy, vinegary roast beef wrap I had 8 years ago. I don’t even know where I got the recipe but it was an actual recipe, and I used to make these when we would pack a cooler to go to the horse races in Saratoga Springs (where we lived for 5 years) or to the lake.

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The reason why I had a craving for them eight years later is because this is not just any roast beef wrap. You take the roast beef and you toss it with a dressing made of cider vinegar, dijon mustard, and oil. And if you are like me, anything that has a vinegar kick to it tends to stay in the memory and put down deep, deep roots.

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Then you add in creamy avocado and the moisture from the oil and tartness from the vinegar, and it all mixes together to make a texture that is unlike anything I’ve ever had. Add in some crunchy scallions and it is perfection.IMG_6210

In fact, I may or may not have searched through two huge recipe binders to look for it.

Just. For. You.

(Ok maybe a little bit for me too.)

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I also don’t think the original recipe called for horseradish cheddar cheese, so if you don’t have it no worries, it is still delicious. But I had some and it is just perfect on this wrap. I will be dreaming of these until the next time I have an excuse to make them. Trust me if you or anyone in your crew like roast beef, you will cement this into your summer menus. 
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Wraps are also so great for entertaining. You can make them ahead, no one is intimidated and most people can find something they like. Maybe even love with these other flavorful wrap ideas:

{Turkey with thinly sliced cheddar, apples and mango chutney mayo (mix the mayo with the chutney and spread on wrap)}

{Chicken, bacon and shredded white cheddar with avocado cilantro yogurt dressing like this one. SO good.}

{Chicken salad mixed with curry mayo and grapes}

{Buffalo chicken salad with chopped celery and blue cheese dressing}

{Asian Wraps with Shredded Chicken, Carrots, Scallions, lettuce and Sesame Ginger Dressing}

Happy Eating! xoxo Katie

Creamy Roast Beef and Avocado Wrap (printer version here):

Makes 3-4 wraps

1 package 9″ tortillas or your favorite flat bread (I used whole wheat Flatbread brand)

1/3 c. olive oil (or canola oil)

3 Tbs. cider vinegar

1 Tbs. dijion mustard

3/4 lb. roast beef – shaved is great or slice it into strips

2 avocados, peeled and cubed

2 scallions, chopped

1/4 salt, dash of pepper

4 sliced or horseradish cheddar

Whisk together oil, vinegar, and mustard. Add other ingredients and toss together. Put on a tortilla with cheese and wrap.

By The Numbers

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We are going to a friend’s 40th Birthday party tonight, and my husband and I have our’s right around the corner.

 I’ve been reading some good writers who are *cough* turning 30.  It got me thinking a lot about the last 10 years, mainly because I can barely remember them. Didn’t I just get married? Didn’t I just turn 30 a few months ago?

So I decided to list a few things I learned in the last 10 years, just to help me shake off some of the child-rearing amnesia.

1) You will under appreciate how good you look right now. The thing that really stings is how good 30 looks, which you don’t appreciate because you’re too busy worrying about losing 10 pounds. When you’re 40 you realize you have 20 pounds to lose and a waning metabolism. Just my wrinkle-free skin alone makes me want to sit my younger self down and say, honey, have some gratitude. Youth was most definitely wasted on the younger me.

2) But, you really do grow comfortable in your skin. The cliche is true. As you creep towards 40, you really do care so much less about what other people think, and you know yourself so much better. You can actually look back and laugh at what gave you anxiety at 30. And 35. And 37, because in my experience you finally start to stop caring right around then because it gets too annoying.

3) You will still care about cellulite. That never goes away – both the feeling bad about it part and the actual cellulite.

4) Don’t let numbers define you. It’s not the whole story. What your scale says, or your bank account, or the number of likes or followers or emails today – it is all too easy to get consumed by them. But you’ll be miserable if you do. And it is the lie of omissions, since letting a number define you leaves out your spirit.

If you’re a parent, you’ll stop doing this in your 30s because you see the gorgeousness in your own kids’ spirits. And you figure out that we all have that inside of us. As a little thought experiment, imagine for a moment if we defined kids with numbers. How much they weigh, what their test scores are, how many friends are coming to their birthday party, what size they wear, what grade they should be, how many cavities they have, what their IQ level is. Spirit crushing horror is what that would be. But we do it to ourselves all the time as we are growing up. So try not to do this.

5) Invest in really good bras, really good books, and really good friends. No matter what life throws at you, these will be your main source of support, so your gonna want to make them strong.

6) When you feel bad, make a list of what you are grateful for. Gratitude is a depression buster every time. Also, clean your room. You’ll feel better. Better yet, spring for a housecleaner. They will instill a gratitude in you so deep you will won’t be able to live without them.

7) Make peace. With your self, with others, with life. Then you can direct your energies towards the really good stuff instead of letting anger and resentment fill you up. If they are, see #6.

8) Never eat gas station food. Unless you are in Spain, where they have delicious rustic homemade gas station food.

9) If they don’t love you, you can’t make them. Cue Bonnie Rait on repeat until you feel this in your bones.

10) When in doubt, take a walk/run outside. It is life’s reset button.

11) When you are overwhelmed, take 10 minutes to yourself. Just 10. Not 8, or 5. 10. The gift of time is the greatest gift you can possibly give yourself. And I don’t mean checking email and folding laundry. Just lay down with the thoughts in your head and nothing else.

12) Lose Yourself as often as possible. In art, in cooking, in gardening, in running or tennis or golf, in crosswords. The more you can drown out that record of mental chatter that plays endlessly, the better your spirit will be.

13) This too shall pass. The darkest grief, the deepest hurt. They will all lessen with time. Every single day is new, a clean slate. The Lord’s mercies are not exhausted, ever.

14) Invest in one good dress. And heels, and lipstick.

15) Call your mother.*

*This one is totally self-serving. I always call my mom but just wanted to remind my kids.

 

Pork Loin with Apples & Onions + Maple Roasted Veggies

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This post has such an easy and delicious dinner that I am going to share a few behind the scenes things with you as well.

First, I just want to thank all of you who visit this corner of the Internet. This little blog keeps growing steadily and surely and I have some new collaborations coming this year that I am really excited to share with you. I am also planning to bring back a lot of new ideas when we visit France next month, so stay tuned. French cooking is my first love – here is one of the earliest posts I wrote about my dream to be a French farmer. So strap on your seat belts.

I know there are a lot of blogs out there (feel free to visit here, here, and here for amazing food blogs that inspire me) but thankfully I have remained aware of the fact that I am not a trained chef, just a passionate self-taught foodie, and my husband did not quit his job to help out with the blog. I got into this gig because I love writing and food. I love the narrative behind food and the stories it creates. I have learned however that in the blogging world, the photos are even more important. And I am trying to grow my photog skills. I love coming up with new recipes and sharing a love of simple, rustic, seasonal food. And since I have a freakishly strong level of enthusiasm, it helps me to not compare myself to other blogs, especially chefs and husband wife teams.

Also, many of you know that I am trying to get a novel published, and this is honestly a longer road then I thought it would be but I am still very zen. I am in a busy phase of life at the moment, and blogging here and on my writing website fit better into the small time windows I have, but I am still looking forward to starting my next big writing project (hello, preschool for Andrew). I have thought about letting this food blog go in order to do that but I am really just too happy sharing these recipes (and creating an archive that I use all the time! and dreaming about a cookbook one day!) that I want to continue at my once a week pace.

Finally, I have been posting dishes on Instagram that aren’t quite worth a whole blog post but might still be a great quick meal idea or inspiration for you. If you don’t follow me on Instagram already, or if you don’t even have a Instagram account, here is a nudge to set one up. (See: my pasta dish for busy nights, sautéed dandelion greens in garlic and olive oil which were heaven, my favorite freezer meal: calzones). Instagram can be an anxiety producing space for some people because pics can make peoples lives look perfect. I view it like Pinterest (you can follow me there too!) and use it just for inspiration.

Ok, onto the food:

We had our first alfresco meal of the season last night, and it was so great to be outside for a family meal. Please note the giant tub of noodles in front of my picky eater. A lot of readers ask do your kids eat what you make? And that side of pasta is the answer. But they are mostly really good eaters and are very appreciative of good food. My daughter Sophie (on the right) just told me after taking a few bites of something I made, “mmm, this is really good. You know mom, you could be a lunch lady.” So I got that going for me.

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^^Don’t your kids come to the table in a Frozen robe?

This dinner was so magical being outside and the kids really did love the food. I’ve made this pork with apples recipe before, because I figured they would eat it since it has apples, and it has become a family favorite. I found it on another food blog and the video just makes it look so simple, I have to share it with you. They make it with tenderloin in the video but this time I made it with pork loin and it was just as good.


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One thing I learned making it this time is that there is a strip of tough, shiny membrane on both tenderloin and pork loin that you want to cut off before cooking. It makes the end result more tender and moist.

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I made Gwenyth Paltrow’s yummy roasted veggies on the side. You cut up sweet potatoes, carrots, parsnips, and I also add Brussel sprouts because, yum, and I think they make the dish look pretty. Then you mix 3 T. each olive oil, dijon mustard, and maple syrup, and pour it on the veggies, then roast at 425 for 20 minutes. I love the leftovers on salad all week.

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This dinner was so fast, healthy and delicious (my trifecta for a good dinner) and it fed our hearts and tummys.

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The beer didn’t hurt either.

Easy Roasted Pork Loin with Apples and Onions (for printer version, print here) :

Ingredients:

  • 2 (1- to 1-1/2-pound) pork tenderloins (I used pork loin, just add to the cooking time
  • 2 tablespoons vegetable oil, plus more as needed
  • 1 1/2 teaspoons salt, plus more as needed
  • 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard
  • 1 tablespoon chopped fresh thyme leaves
  • 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper
  • 2 apples, cored and sliced (We use Granny Smith, Golden Delicious or
  • Braeburn)
  • 2 onions, sliced
  • 1 cup chicken stock
  • 1 tablespoon butter

 

Directions:

  1. Heat oven to 425 degrees F (220 degrees C).
  2. Trim each tenderloin of any silver skin (this can be tough when cooked, just use a small sharp knife and slide the blade under and outward to remove it). Pat pork dry with paper towels.
  3. Then, using your hands, rub the tenderloins all over with 1 tablespoon of the oil, sprinkle with 1 1/2 teaspoons of salt, and rub until both tenderloins are evenly coated.
  4. Heat a tablespoon of oil in a large cast iron skillet or heavy-bottomed oven-safe frying pan over medium heat. You will know when the pan is ready when the oil shimmers.
  5. Add the pork tenderloins and cook, turning occasionally, until evenly browned all over. This should take about 12 minutes.Transfer the browned pork to a large plate or cutting board.
  6. Check the pan, if it looks dry add 2 to 3 teaspoons of additional oil. (If there is fat left in the pan from cooking the pork, there is no need to add additional oil). Now, add apples and onions then cook, stirring occasionally, until lightly browned around edges, about 5 minutes.
  7. While the apples and onions cook, use a pastry brush (or use your hands) to rub the pork all over with the mustard, sprinkle it with 2 teaspoons of the thyme and black pepper, and rub until it’s evenly coated.
  8. Add the remaining teaspoon of thyme to the apples and onions, stir. Then, place pork tenderloins on top of apples and onions and slide into the oven. Roast 10 to 15 minutes (20-25 for pork loin) or until an internal thermometer inserted into the thickest part registers between 145 and 150 degrees F (63 and 65 degrees C).
  9. Transfer pork to a large plate and cover with aluminum foil. Let rest about 10 minutes.
  10. While the pork rests, place the pan with apples and onions back onto the stove and turn heat to medium. Add chicken stock and use a wooden spoon to scrape the pan, lifting any brown bits from the bottom. Bring to a simmer and cook until reduced by half. Add butter and stir until melted.
  11. Slice pork into 1-inch slices then serve on a bed of the apples and onions with pan sauce drizzled on top.

From The Inspired Taste website.

 

Maple Dijon Roasted Root Vegetables (printer version here):

Ingredients:

  • 3 tablespoons maple syrup  
  • 3 tablespoons Dijon mustard  
  • 3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 
  • 1⁄2teaspoon coarse salt 
  • 1⁄2teaspoon fresh ground black pepper  
  • 1 large sweet potato, peeled and cut into 3-inch sticks about 1/2 inch thick
  • 4 parsnips , peeled and cut into 3-inch sticks about 1/2 inch thick
  • 4  carrots , peeled and cut into 3-inch sticks about 1/2 inch thick
  • I cut back on 1 parsnip and 1 carrot and add 2 cups of Brussel Sprouts

 

Directions:

  1. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F.
  2. Mix together the syrup, mustard, oil, salt, and pepper. Toss together with vegetables on a large baking sheet. Roast, stirring occasionally, until browned and cooked through, about 25 minutes.

 

From Gwyneth Paltrow’s My Father’s Daughter cookbook.

 

 

 

 

Love is Being Inconvenienced

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                  ^^My husband inconveniences all of us to get out into nature. We are better for it, and he is definitely the most inconvenienced.

 

It is 2:30 in the morning. My oldest daughter is at the side of my bed, and her nose is bleeding. My husband has been traveling for two days, and I went to bed late because I couldn’t sleep. But I get up, and help her back to bed with tissues.

Our youngest is five months old. We take a trip to Cape Cod to visit my husband’s best friend. On our way there, my husband throws his back out. They feed our kids and handled life while I nurse our baby and my husband nurses his back. I don’t even get to do the dishes.

My neighbor, Rose, has an aneurysm at the gym. The kind that are often fatal. While she is recuperating, her best friend and neighbor sends out daily updates and organizes a dinner meal chart so her family was covered. Rose battled through rehab and therapy, and now walks her dog and teaches yoga again.

My stoic father-in-law comes down every spring and plants us a garden. Even though he lives two hours away, has Parkinson’s and shows up everytime my kids have so much as a recital saying, ‘that’s my job’.

My mother and mother-in-law bring at least two dishes to every gathering.

Some people show up. Some people are just there. And the people they help remember. For a long, long time.

I recently discovered the writer Ann Voskamp (who I think most people discovered a million years ago – behind the times is my middle name). The post I read has just stayed with me.

A lot.

“You love as well as you are willing to be inconvenienced,” she wrote. She was referring to her friend who had just passed away from cancer, and how she demonstrated her own willingness to be inconvenienced in her life.

This truth challenged me. As a mother of young kids with a lot of demands on my time and money and emotions, it is sometimes so easy to think that just the daily toil is all I can handle. It is so easy to play victim in my head when anything is asked of me – “I’m spent, let someone else do it.” I am all for self-care and boundaries, and there are certainly times in life – having a newborn comes to mind – where things have to slack for you to focus on your tribe, to circle your wagons. And I am for mothers making sure they take care of themselves but I also know that motherhood can bring out a little bit of the OCD in the best of us.  We think that this late night for a family gathering or that birthday party at nap time might just be the end of us. But love is being inconvenienced.

I think that is why God made marriage. Because nothing is more inconvenient than sharing everything you have and giving everything you can to another person. But married or not, it seems to me that people fall into one of two camps in adulthood: those that are willing to be inconvenienced to support and help and love other people and those that are too busy. Too overwhelmed. Too consumed with their day to day to be able to catch a glimmer of the bigger picture.

As Ann Voskamp writes,

There are one of two roads you can take through life: the Impressive Road or the Eulogy Road.

The Impressive Road is about impressing people, about creating your own parade of accomplishments, about trying to get people to step outside and applaud when you pass by.

And the Eulogy Road is about about letting the love of God and the needs of people impress and form and shape you, about being the Samaritan who sacrifices to help the other wounded paraders, about stepping inside to applaud the forgotten and about never passing anyone by. What drives us and this world, and drives us to drive our children, to build a successful life of laurels rather than focusing on building a meaningful life of love? All that show up at funerals are your friends and family — not all of your feats.

Funerals disrupt our lives. They come at inconvenient times and don’t take into account our other responsibilities. So do sickness, and celebration, and surprise. But maybe our lives are meant to be disrupted. Maybe it is ok that we can’t be present at what is in front of us, for a moment, because we have let ourselves be distracted by inconvenience. By love. By other’s needs. By a moment in time that is worth our full attention.

Even if no one sees, if no one else is paying attention to us.

Here is to being inconvenienced.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Strawberry Rhubarb Crisp

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If you follow me on Facebook, you know I posted recently about how AMAZING the movie the Hundred Foot Journey was. So many beautiful scenes in France (we are going there this summer – six weeks away!), such heartbreaking family themes, and most of all, such passion about food.

My favorite line: “Food is memories.”

This is so true, and really it is my driving force behind my love of food.

This Strawberry Rhubarb crisp is the perfect example.

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Growing up we had rhubarb plants in our back yard, and every spring, my mom would make this dish. Even as it was cooking in the oven yesterday, the aroma of the sweet strawberries mingling with the slightly sour rhubarb made my mouth water and brought me right back to being in our family kitchen growing up. Strawberries and rhubarb together create some kind of alchemy that is a one of a kind flavor. No doubt this is why it makes such a powerful food memory – nothing in the whole world tastes like it.

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It was pure joy to make this for my family. My husband loves crisps, and early on requested that the crumb topping be doubled as often as possible, so I always make mine with lots buttery oat crumbs. And I told my daughter Sophie that my mom used to make this for us, and I gave her a taste before dinner and she was glued to the bowl. “I can’t stop eating this! It is the best thing I’ve ever had!” IMG_6100

So I am hoping this food memory has been passed down to a new generation. And based on their reaction – ok, who am I kidding, based on my complete sadness that there are no leftovers – we will be making this again soon.

Did I mention it is super easy?

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You start with the crumb topping. I adapted this from a recipe for just a rhubarb crisp, and I really loved their method for making the crumb topping. You melt the butter first, then stir it in when it is liquid, then put this bowl in the freezer. It was so nice not to have to use very cold cubes of butter and a pastry cutter which, though not that hard, just seem like extra work when you could use a fork to stir these ingredients together.

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While this is in the freezer, you just chop the strawberries and rhubarb (I used a pound and a half of each which was the perfect ratio to the crumb topping) and dust them with flour, sugar, orange zest and vanilla.

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You lay the fruit mixture in a greased ceramic bowl, then cover with the crumb topping. Bake at 375 for 45 minutes.IMG_6048 IMG_6050 IMG_6073 IMG_6070 IMG_6097

Directions (printer version here):

Combine 1 ½  cup flour, 1 cup oats, 1 ¼  cup sugar and a pinch of salt in a bowl. Stir in 8 tablespoons melted butter; squeeze into large crumbles and place in the freezer.

Toss 1 ½  pounds chopped rhubarb, 1 ½ pounds strawberries, halved or quartered if large, 1/2 cup sugar, 1/3 cup flour, 1 teaspoon vanilla extract, 1 teaspoon orange zest and 1/2 teaspoon salt in a 9-by-12-inch glass or ceramic baking dish. Scatter the crumble on top and bake in a preheated 375 degrees F oven until golden and bubbly, 45 minutes. Let cool for 15 minutes; serve with whipped cream.

Adapted from this Food Network recipe for Rhubarb Crumble.

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A Weekend at Sugarbush

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In my case, when your BEST FRIEND from childhood moves to Vermont, and your husband is really passionate about skiing, it is pretty helpful that she moves right next to Sugarbush Ski Resort. Eileen and her husband David are the cutest new newlyweds and expecting their first baby (a boy!) in the fall.

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I know, I know your hearts and minds have turned to spring and summer but if you’re thinking about a great place to ski with your fam next year, take a look:
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Every structure at Sugarbush is so unique. It is an architects dream. The attention to detail is amazing. Wynn Smith, the owner who reimagined what a Vermont Ski Resort could look like gave it so many pastoral aspects, especially this silo that looks like it belongs in the rolling hills of the Green Mountains. 
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Contemplating our descent.

The accommodations were amazing. It fits our big family perfectly and the kids moved right in.

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 We loaded up with possibly the most amazing breakfast buffet I have ever had.

And then we skiied with our offspring while Andrew hung out with Eileen. IMG_3040

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 I’m going to duplicate this kale caesar salad at home for sure.

 

This post was sponsored by Sugarbush. 

The Simple Life

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We just got back from traveling during New Hampshire’s vacation week, which ended up being a complete tour of New England: Vermont over the weekend to see my childhood best friend and ski for the last time this year at Sugarbush Ski Mountain, then our condo in North Conway, NH, then to New York City to visit my best friend with my youngest daughter Lucy, then we all went to Connecticut for our dear friend’s parents 50th Wedding Anniversary Party. It sounds like a lot, and it was, but after the winter of isolation it was all very energizing, and we went to bed early and I fit in a few glorious runs which always makes traveling better.

It was such a full week that it surprised me to find that the current of my thoughts was focused on simplicity. Mostly because I finished the book The Life Changing Magic of Tidying-Up by Marie Kondo, which is a meditation on getting rid of everything in your home which doesn’t bring you joy. She is from Japan and incorporates a lot of elements of Zen Buddhism in her treatment of home organization. Which basically means it is filled with ideas that will act like a razor and cut out a lot of noise in our thinking that makes us hold on to things.

The title does not lie. This is life changing stuff.

Because you can extend this to your whole life. And her point is that once you tackle this you begin to see your life take shape, since you have more time and mental energy to focus on your deeper passions once your home is in order.

Can I get an hallelujah or two?

I am a BIG believer that books come into your life when they are supposed to, like people, and I think reading this book in the throes of spring fever, where we want to shed everything – all the layers that held us down all winter – really made the book speak to me more then if I read it any other time. Because now, making my life about simplicity is all I can think about. It is not a Pollyanna version of life with out work. There will always be messes and I dig hard work. It is just knowing exactly where to focus my energy, my effort, my elbow grease. It is knowing what matters the most. And somehow, woven in between all that simplicity, all I can see is beauty.

In the perennial classic, Elements of Style by Shrunk & White (as in EB White of Charlotte’s Web fame), they discuss how good writing is all about editing. Remove every unnecessary word. I love this way of writing. Since running a family and a home and writing for a few shelter magazines both happen to be my job, Marie Kondo’s book extended this idea to all the other areas of my life. By removing everything unnecessary, we are left with what is necessary. What matters. As one of Marie’s clients said, “Up to now, I believed it was important to do things that added to my life…but through your course I realized for the first time that letting go is even more important that adding.”

I will be chewing on this idea for a while, I can tell. But it sums up how I want to view everything in my life.  Let go of the noise, superficiality, angst, and bring in the joy of watermelon on the porch, playing hide and seek, reading  good writing, running in this heavenly spring air, and forging friendships over the best things – faith, family and food.

Here’s to closets with piles of folded towels and lavender scented poupori saches instead of skeletons. It may take time for me to get there, but every step feels lighter and happier already.

Now I’m out to go clean out a closet or two. Happy Spring, friends. xo